"Ink, Ideas, and Identity: My Story with Quills". An experience shared by Haseena Ahmed Jabri from,  B.Sc FSCCA, III year.

“Sometimes, the right words don’t just inspire us—they quietly transform who we become.”

The Beginning
It all began on the very first day of my college life, during the orientation conducted by the Department of English and Foreign Languages. Among the many introductions that day, one moment stayed with me—Dr. Jhilam Chattaraj reciting her poem Mirchi and Bhajji from her book Noise Cancellation. In that moment, I didn’t just hear a poem—I felt something awaken within me. I remember thinking, I wish she would become my teacher.

A year later, that wish came true.

A Spark Turns Into Action

When she entered my classroom in my second year, I felt a quiet sense of happiness. A few weeks into her classes, she encouraged me to read more. That very day, I rushed to the library, picked up a book, and began reading with a renewed sense of purpose. Soon after, I gathered the courage to ask her how to start writing. With her guidance, I began journaling—slowly, imperfectly, but consistently.

That was the beginning.

Finding My Place in Quills

With her encouragement, I participated in an essay competition and became a member of the Quills Literary Club. Entering Quills felt like stepping into a space where words had life. I deeply admired the *Arunodaya Student Magazine*, yet I hesitated to write for it for a long time, constantly questioning myself.
For nearly a year, I remained a silent observer—reading, appreciating, and learning. Looking back, that phase taught me patience and gave me the courage to begin.

Stepping Into Growth

Gradually, Quills became more than just a literary space for me. I hosted programs, participated in competitions, and eventually took on responsibilities. Being appointed as the Student Chief Coordinator of the P. N. Panicker Reading Club was a turning point—it pushed me beyond hesitation and into action.

From organizing sessions to interacting with authors and attending the Hyderabad Literary Festival, each experience shaped my perspective. Later, serving as the Student Convener for the Quills 10th anniversary further strengthened my confidence.
Finding My Voice

And then, quietly, I began to write.
In December 2025, I wrote my first poem. Seeing it published and appreciated gave me the courage I had been waiting for. Eventually, I became a contributor to the Arunodaya Student Magazine, marking a moment of true self-belief.

Becoming

Looking back, this has been one of the most memorable journeys of my B.Sc. life.
From a hesitant first-year student to someone who expresses, leads, and creates—I see a transformation not just in my skills, but in my identity. Quills did not change me overnight; it shaped me gradually, helping me find my voice.
Quills was never just a club.

It was where my thoughts found direction, and my identity found expression. 

I wholeheartedly express my sincere gratitude to our HOD, Dr. M. Suchitra ma’am, for her constant support and invaluable guidance throughout my journey. Her presence has not only been that of an academic leader but also a source of steady encouragement and inspiration. As the Chairperson of the Quills Literary Club and P.N. Panicker Reading Club, her dedication to nurturing young minds has left a lasting impact on me.

I also extend my heartfelt thanks to all the faculty members of the Department of English and Foreign Languages. Their encouragement, guidance, and belief in my abilities have played a significant role in shaping my experiences and growth.